I’ve been sad before,
Because i always expected more,
But this sadness has something mysterious about it,
It keeps crawling in my bed,
But the bed is short enough for it to settle,
So it found a place into my head where it found my dreams to fed,
My eyes are Blackened,
Even the Eternal Morning Sunshine is threatened,
It’s reaching for my heart,
Trying to blow the heat I’ve left,
Trying to end the living part and all the secrets will be known which were sealed and kept,
It makes me burn from the core,
And makes me wanna die more,
I can clearly see the demons standing quietly,
Waiting for me to close my eyes slightly,
So it can walk away and find another one who is willing to die,
Maybe hell was the only place which was always mine.



Thoughts in his head were his worst enemies,
So, his nights were always unpleasant,

Always just waiting for the sunlight to make it’s way through the window curtains and fall on his face,

One cold night he decided to go out for a jog,
So he ran, he ran alot, he ran faster than ever he had ran in his entire life, he could feel the wind touching his skin and the blood rushing through his veins,

But when he stopped to take long breaths,
He suddenly realised he was right in front of a building, he reads the name and ‘BAMMMM’, there goes the flow of memories, right in front of his eyes,

Then his eyes rolled over to the second floor of the building, that’s where she lived,
His eyes were filled with hopes, possibilities, and ways to get her back but nothing that he could do now,

So, he sat across the street expecting that maybe she is watching him or maybe she wakes up and decides to take some cold breeze of those wintery nights,

The dogs were his companions when he used to wait for her under her house, so, they recognised him from a distance and started waving there tail and he sat there for few more minutes spending time with his old friends and deep within he knew that he was waiting for her to come,

Suddenly he looked around him and realised that the silence was spreaded till his eyes could travel,

So, he thought he is the only odd thing in this darkness of the night,

He gathered all his emotions and took a deep breath and waved goodbye to his friends and started walking from there,

His friends joined for a while till the end of her street and then they saw him going back,
He continued walking for quite a distance and started running again, this time he ran faster and he felt things that he wanted to feel but he couldn’t, he felt that he is running away from the things he loved, running away from the reality, running from the world, running from the old him that he used to be,

He came home and a felt that everything he had felt was on his head and he can get rid of those feelings if he want to and the run helped him to do so,

His another friend the morning sunlight came searching for his face to fall upon and he felt happier and relieved than ever,
He drop his body on the bed and went to sleep with some loads off.

By —> K.B

One day where I smile

He is unhappy in his life,
But he knew everything will be fine and spent days with smile.

His parents think, he is dumb, not ready to face the world, they yelled at him everyday for his every single tiny-tiny mistakes he made, he even got beat-up once for it, not just because he did something also because his dad was having a mental breakdown himself with different matters,But he knew it and never spoke a word in front of them and spent the days smiling.

His siblings, they were never too close to him but even they had a weird idea about him. Just because he laughed and made them laugh they use to think that he is happiest guy ever. They never knew the pain he goes through the day. He enjoyed there company and yet they made plans without him.
But he knew that he will meet them one day and make them laugh and spent days with a smile.

His friend’s were his best part for the rest of the day he knew that anything can turn bad but not them. But as we know life, it is never fair for anyone. So , even they did terrible things to him, which he felt bad.
But he knew they will be back after few days so he smiled and spent days.

He liked a girl in his college, she was his good friend. They shared a lot things, they did phone calls till morning. After 1 year he thought that this is more than friendship so he decided to tell her that.
He thought finally he is getting someone to talk to, someone to share things with, someone to hold hands, someone he can trust and share difficulties with, but ….
She was not expecting it so she refused and told him not to talk to her just because she thought he is a creep.
But he took time to heal from that and after many hurdles he said to himself and fooled his heart “You deserve someone better” and spent the rest of the days with smile.

Every night, he sat in a garden under the pleasant natural beauty of the moon. He looked up in the sky and saw the twinkling of the stars the best scenes of winter nights. He cried, and cried, and cried untill he felt that he is strong enough to handle the hurdles of another day.

Because he knew everything will be fine one day.